Life’s a contradictory constant

Congrats to Chinnie and Chi Wern! They are officially engaged!

Its so great to see how happy Chinnie is, gushing about the ring and the entire proposal (Chi Wern, I take my hat off to you. You will probably go to hell for lying your ass off, but I take my hat off to you) and being surprised every step of the way *HUGS* You guys are blessed to have each other, and surely enough, made for each other. I am just so super happy to see that Chinnie has found someone to share her life with.

I still remember the times when we were in JC and we would be talking about who would get married first, what kind of a person we would find. We would get sad over our crushes and always hope to find that someone someday. As school turned out and we went our seperate ways, I would always hope and pray that someone would watch over Chinnie in Australia and protect her. Now I know not only did God watch over her, he also sent someone to do the very same thing..

To know that all your little prayers have been answered and your longing fulfilled, it just makes me so happy and sad at the same time. You have always been in thoughts and I thank you for keeping me in yours. I am so grateful for your friendship these 8 years - You have been a wonderful support and inspiration (in ways you will never know, my dear) You have grown so much, my bestest best friend, and you truly deserve the best.  I can see the love and support you have for each other, and I truly truly wish you all the kindess and love and peace of mind, everything! I LOVE YOU BOTH!! (By extension, Chi Wern, by extension)

AHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. *hugschinnie&chiwern* Really hope the stuff helps…in any way. You can use the tissue to line your gifts to Chi Wern next time…because he sure upped the standard on surprise-giving!

…to go on my nice little b’day holiday to Taiwan!

…to get Mad Forest well and throughly done. By that I mean kick-it -out-of-the-ballpark done.

…to catch up with all my friends!!!! Juicy goss and everything else

…for my bestest friend in the world to get the bestest gift ever.

…for 2008 to come - onward to more theatre, struggling and goddamm art!

…to do more good roles!!! My top ten list has yet to shrink! (Although I already got to do the ‘Funny Side Kick’ and ‘Lesbian’ bits. Haha)

…to travel to see my growing family!! Australia and UK…here I go again!!

…to take a nice sabbatical and do loads of learning!! Woot

CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT!*jumpjump*

WHYWHYWHYWHYWHY?

*arghbanghead*

IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO PRETEND TO LISTEN EVEN?

Sorry, that was two.

Thank God for everything - friends, fellow castmates, crew, good showings, food and my life.

Everything. Amen.

Well, its nearly three in the morning of November the 5th. I am anxious because in this very same evening, we are bumping in for You Are Special. This is the first time I have felt so nervous and unprepared..not that I have had much experience. *jumpjump* As it happens I cant sleep *bite nails*

With TSI, it was a case of being stressed out from trying to prove myself, which promptly backfired on me. For Jack, it was truly just a learning experience and a really fun one at that. Now this! YAS has been a experience on its own. *big eyed* Im getting my own song and dance number with Trey the MDC person-thingie-who-can cartwheel. Plus, I really get to go crazy on this character.

SO…im like super-blocking and re-rehearsing every precise action my character does (Her name is Quibble, btw), almost like what I did with my siao cha bor scene in North Diversion Road. Im worried because I dont know whether my energy can sustain two shows a day! *gulp* If anything, I think that YAS will be a test of stamina and creativity…so yes, if you are wondering, I AM STRESSED! But, HAPPY STRESSED.

Its funny because it has come to the point where I start rehearsing my scenes in bed, flinging my arms about and hitting the sides of my bedpost (which really hurt) And, because of Mad Forest, my lines are starting to sound like a Romanian babe on crack. WEeeee. Its been fun really, because every one at YAS has made it fun. I have really been blessed so far because most of the ensemble members I have worked with are amazingly wonderful people. *hugs*

I HOPE YAS ROCKS!!! *cross fingers* GOD, sure hope that this musical is able to do what its meant to do!

PS BTW link to webbie and info here. And I just found out from online polls on Kids Central that Little Coach isnt doing too well in terms of popularity compared to some cooking show for kids. Sigh…I just knew it.

Stardust is abso-fucking-lutely fantastic! It has captured the humor and whimsicality of Neil Gaiman’s writing, with that dash of hollywood magic! WEEEEE. I LIKE-Y MUCH! Its not as dark as the novel is, but it was there..nicely balanced out and all. And the plot is streamlined and compacted but the essence not lost (unlike some dragon movies *vomit*) Plus Michelle Pfeiffer and Robert De Niro were really having a ball and I loved watching them have a ball! *jumpjump* I didnt really understand why they casted Claire Danes in the first place but i am utterly convinced, plus the pacing is quite good, Charlie Cox wasnt too bad with the acting thing..*gushgushgush* I really miss watchin these old-style feel-good fantasy flicks…I wanna be Yvaine and be a fallen star and have my hair shine like weee! *lalalala*

Sorry. Rambling. GO WATCH! GOOD!*nod head*