Archive for June, 2007

Greetings and Salutations

Friday, June 29th, 2007

Not doing much now, besides helping Beng with Army Daze at Singapore Poly and chasing debtors. Also waiting for callbacks from the i Theatre auditions *cross fingers*

You know, it sucks having to control the spending during the GSS. I really wish I was employed sometimes; gainfully employed with great renumeration and heck of a health plan. At least, when times like these come around, I’d feel less guilty about being a victim of consumerism. I work hard to earn my keep, but its hard for a person in my position to spend without a care in the world. And hence, all the longing glances at  luxury items, and all the calculative strategizing on things I need.

I suppose its expected. Especially when you decide you want to do something that doesnt pay. But, I know the Big Guy will know whats right fer me, even if it means not-so-nice wardrobe or nifty gadgets for the time being *laf*

PS Daph and Terence! You were sorely missed at EL’s "surprise" birthday gathering at Oosh. Come back soon and safe please!

PSS BENEFIT IS FINALLY HERE!! OMGMOGMOGMOGMOGOMG!!!

PSSS OK, so I bought a couple of things. I figured I worked my ass off so I should at least pamper meself right? No one else is going to do that for me…so ya! Get off my case*bleah*

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

Saturday, June 16th, 2007

Hey babes, thanks so much for supporting me at NDR. I really appreciate that you guys came in spite of your busy schedules. I can only hope that the play entertained you, touched you and made you more aware of the things and people you cherish. Hope to see you soon…meanwhile, thanks for your love and God bless you beautiful, beautiful friends. You really don’t know how much you mean to me *hug*

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Behind the Scenes at NDR…

Saturday, June 16th, 2007

Long awaited photos!!:) To anyone who is interested in seeing what crazy shenanigans we get up to backstage - here’s visual evidence! (Of course, the more morally reprehensible acts are not for public viewing..muahaha)

Kenduri Night! After two crazy days of bump-in and full runs, we had a mini-kenduri young & W!ld - style. With a $50 budget and some highly excited people, we made for a great feast..and of course, good ol dirty fun*grin*
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Behold, the wondrous sight….of balls and breasteses. Its no wonder Jasmine is having a mild headache*shake head* Bet the random hand is having a little fun there *laf*
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Backstage boredom leads to overinflated lips and itchy fingers. Dont we look positively plumped up!! *pout*
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The Happy People Who Finished Their Scenes. (While Eleanor had to act broody and sad because her scene is the last one…haha)
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Terence drew these fabulous caricatures of us..which we so proudly display on our tiny dressing room mirror (ask me personally why 13 people actually SQUEEZED into such a small room - trust me, its a funny migration story) Mine says "THE MOST UNGLAM BEAUTY EVER" *rolls eyes*
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Me and Daph..who had to fly off on Saturday evening before the show ends. So Sad!! *hug* So gonna miss you babe…really. It was really off not to have you around today you know? Everyone just kinda felt weird*pout*

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Last but not least…the young and wild bunch went out!!! To kinda have an impromptu gathering in honour of Daph, we hung out all 13 of us + partners at cineleisure! And, of course, we just had to take a picture under Johnny Depp’s crotch..the sluts we are*grin*

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I LOVE YOU GUYS MUCH MUCH MUCH!!!*HUG* So sad that its going to be over soon…I am so going to have post production blues. WAAAH.

Half Baked Thoughts on Film, Theatre & Culture

Wednesday, June 13th, 2007

Let’s begin with the background to this blog entry. Me and my friend were animatedly discussing over MSN the arts scene in Europe. Apparently, Germans love their Opera and seek it often as means of entertainment. Theatre is a staple in Britian, with performances occuring almost everyday everywhere. However, to find a decent movie theatre is few and far between. On the contrary, in Singapore, theatres overwhelm traditional performing spaces almost 10:1.

Going by these observations, a certain theory popped in my head *pop* Perhaps the higher the cine-density of a particular, the lower its cultural status? By cultural status, I mean in terms of the development of national cultural identity. Think about it. The countries with less cinemas per 1000 (on a national, not city-level) are the places that have had time & circumstance to develop a stable identity. Not to mention an economy and locale that helps perpetuate and sustain cultures. This particularly applies to countries like Britain, Belgium & Australia; where the performing arts (opera, theatre) have flourished since God knows when.

Places like China & America however, are a little tricky to explain. While one has had the history of thousands of years wiped out by one tea-drinking comrade, the other regards the art of movies as part of their culture. China reverts to the movies as a cheap efficient way to reach the masses and since then, movies have been the preferred visual mode of the social critics/commentators (Ha, guess that backfired) As for Americans, well, I don’t think they were ever a cultured lot, they just talk alot*aheam* One must admit however, that movies are inextricably part of American culture, as history has so effectively shown. Japan and India also report high viewerships at movie theatres, while never once losing its distinct cultures.

The fact that these countries contradict the basis of my filmsy theory effectively renders my theory useless. Then I realise that I’ve been going about it the wrong way; film and theatre are not mutually exclusive. They are merely just products/symptoms of a culture, in which the culture manifests itself. And that cultures exist regardless of art forms….

Which then makes me realise that Singapore has been going about it the wrong way. The government has always been trying to develop a national culture by supporting the arts, encouraging people to take up performing and visual arts. Film competitions, art bursaries etc. All in an attempt to create a bustling cultural landscape that will draw investors into Singapore and boost the economy. Except they are trying to tackle the symptom rather then deal with the real issue - that Singapore is culturally hollow, well not entirely, but you know what I mean. I suppose because we are an artificial nation, built out of rules, our insides are somewhat lacking.

Its as though we built a steel structure of a building and started putting in furniture before the concrete was poured in. (Extreme analogy, but just go along with it) And pouring in money to buy wonderful furniture is nothing if they aint no floor to put it on. Point is, I wish that they wont force things. We cant be a Hollywood or a West End in one night. If you want to be a world-reowned arts hub, you have to give people space to grow and express. And you have to do it for the right reasons, or else it just becomes illusion of culture built by capitalism. Which does nothing for the heart of the nation.

So I suppose what I wanted to say was ( and have always stood by) - quit forcing us to be cultural. We appreciate the funding but seriously its more then just that. Its about time, policy and conditions. A national culture does exist and it will take shape over the course of our growth as a nation. There is no point faking it. Don’t make us catch up to the Americans or the British expecting some sort of cultural revelation, because it wont work. OK?! Let us breathe and see how wonderfully interesting we can be.

Sorry - in one of those mind boggling moods. Mm. Dont expect you to understand but had to consolidate my thoughts somewhere. Besides, Im never coherent*grin*

Random-ness

Monday, June 11th, 2007

I’m currently hooked on Philip Pullman’s the Golden Compass, part of the His Dark Materials trilogy. Got hooked courtesy of the movie trailer on apple.com

Have you seen the PWETTY! clothes at Zara and Pull and Bear? My God! *bite nails* I am soooo controlling the urge to splurge on ‘em *nervous look*

Trying to count imaginary cars while emoting and enuciating my words is NOT that easy. Trust me.

I realise I am getting fatter. And sleeping later. And becoming more obssessed with earning money and finding ways to earn that money in as big amounts in as a short amount of time possible *obssess*

I realise I only know how to sing one chinese song properly -
祝我生日快樂 by Landy Wen Lan. And probably the only one I dont really zhao sia. *grin*

Why do all the gay guys always get bouquets and even BASKETS of flowers in every show I am in? Well, at least they are kind enough to share their overwhelming garden of blooms with the less fortunate. *laf*

Copious amounts of Coke Lite makes one lao-sai.

And can everyone please just stop getting on my case about being un-glam? I mean you do love me inspite of this little shortcoming right? RIGHT?!

Miss the Big Guy.

I’m actually quite scared about the second half of the year. Although I have it all planned out (If I dont get to act, at least I still gain production experience and earn some moolah from AP-ing) I am scared and sad that I might never do a production for the rest of the year. I’d audition for everything if only there were auditions in the first place…really I dont even mind shaking bushes or something.

Anyone heard of Matthew Barney? Weird dude, that one.

I NEED ALONE TIME ON A HOLIDAY! Wonder how I can steal time away to go somewhere on my own…back to Britian perhaps? *grin*

AHHHHH!

Tuesday, June 5th, 2007

On North Diversion Road is Opening. Tonight! AAHHHH!

Anyhow, its been great doing our very first young n "own self" show. The 13 plus 1 of us have been scrubbing, cleaning, moving, screaming, unpacking, shifting, rehearsing, running about doing sai kang and going crazy at the Arts House (as for the last bit…its amazing that the rest of us have been able to endure 48 hours of THAT *self-congratulatory pat*)

All of us have been obsessing over our scenes and trying to get the littlest details right (not that Jon has NOT been giving us pressure *laf*) Its been tiring but I sure hope its worth it because I have never acted with a better group of crazy, fun, kick-ass people and in such a great environment. I have had the luxury of creating a character in my own time, and its great discovering new things.

Things like, how hard it is to ignore someone you love because you just cant deal. How lost and scared you can feel when the world you know is pulled from your feet. Not that I have not felt these things, but having to craft characters made me put things into perspective. Also, the more technical aspects of the craft - the moments, when to hold a breath, when to let go. Its a matter of control, and helluva discipline. Eek.

I really hope the run goes well. I know and believe in the people that I am working with and I want everyone to know how good we are and can be*hug* Wish me a good opening night!!