Life’s a contradictory constant

So here we stand
Anchored in hope
Letting the rain wash away every fear
Stars in the sky
Twinkle and shine
I pray they won’t disappear

‘Cause I don’t know
where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I will be watching over every beat of your heart

I wish that time
Could be replayed
I’d keep you here with me everyday
They say that love is letting go
I hope that you find your way

’cause I don’t know
where your journey goes
or how long it will take to unfold
But as long as we keep this moment shining in the dark
I know you’re watching over every beat of my heart

It hurts. Not many people know, only because I cant really pour my heart out over and over again. Its a private hurt, one that only I will understand. I wish I could speak or try to reach out…but all I can do is cry a little and then move on. I’m sorry I really am. But it was the only way I knew…

So many hurts. But people always go on, dont they? *pained*

I really miss the little dude….I wanna go back to Birmingham*sniff* Isnt he just the cutest thing? Seriously!

Oh btw….HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! *grin* More angbaos, bonuses, windfalls and luck to come your way!!

Well, people have been asking about the play - so here is a shameless plug for it. Order through me before the 22nd for discounts listed below. Come watch, and please do tell me if i suck ok?

For one of the best nights of my life. I’ll never forget it*smile*

On another note - I didnt make it for the Asianboys Audition. Crap. Anyone from Young and Wild made it? Let me know so I can congratulate you for being the sole survivor*laf*

For the first time in my life, I wanted to be alone on Valentines’ Day. I just wanted to be a part of the crowd and get lost in them. I wanted to watch a movie, and cry my heart out on my own.

As much as there are people in love, there are people out of love as well. These people just strike a chord with me, all their private aches, their hopes and their pained memories. Why must love be such a sad thing? *sigh*

To everyone out there who is lonely tonight, happy friendship day *big hug* You are not as alone as you think you are.

Its amazing how people have the cheek to go up to my mum to question her about my choices. Its even more amazing how they think they have the right to make righteous comments about the way I am and what I do, without even a thought about how my mother feels.

(1) Respect my choices - its none of your fucking business what I wear because I have NOT done anything wrong.

(2) Fucking stay away from my mother and DONT you ever dare make her feel bad about the way she brought me up.

(3) Keep your comments to yourself. NOBODY wants to hear you complain shit.

I know I grew up well. My parents did all they could to teach me the right values and I’m proud of them as my parents. I don’t care what you fucking think but NEVER EVER make my parents feel like they did something wrong. OK? Shove it!

I suck at auditions. *stickheadintoground*

Babel is so sad….!!!! I hate mexican directors - they seem to have a penchant for making people cry like idiots.