Life’s a contradictory constant

2 Week Musical Theatre Summer Camp in London?

OR

8 Day Physical Theatre Course in Slovenia?

where,where,where in July….*think*

A long time ago, I asked the Big Guy to always remind me never to take things for granted. Most importantly, to always put obstacles in my way to help me grow and be a better person…

He holds true to this day - I get something, but not something else. Its up to me to look at it positively then To wait patiently and in faith. STEADY BOM PEE PEE!

Btw, there’s gonna be a super-secret screening of the newest in the Galaxy…and the Big Boss Is In Town!! *jumpjump*

(1) Get off my ass to exercise…I must be able to perform "The Deed" before Mockingbird run ends.

(2) Get down to doing wedding decor/favours/details….and ask people for help. Help!

(3) GET VOICE LESSONS ALREADY! (Everyone who manages to see me, please ask about it till I get it done)

(4) Get my teeth (and health!) checked out. Just in case…

MUST DO MUST DO MUST DO!! JIA YOU!! BTW…here is my wedding scrapbook ideas for church decor…comments?

(1) Finally got to do a full run of Mocking Bird..and guess what? I cried at the end! It seemed such a gentle and quiet ending on paper that I was not expecting it to make me tear (like an idiot I might add) Makes me alot more excited about it now…

(2)Never knew that it was statistically easier to acquit someone on charges of rape and assault with a jury of women. Can’t believe it that we would do this to each other *sigh*

(3)Green apple juice helps your ovaries healthy. (Not really surprising, but I never knew that)

(4)Horrified that Ong Sor Fen gave The Dark Knight 3 and 1/2 stars. I think she was just itching for controversy. (Hope they fire her…*bleah*)

(5)Gary Oldman can pull off both crazy shit villain roles and James Gordon. Wow.

Anyway..nothing much. No depression (yet) no stress (yet) and absolutely no opinion on anything right now. Surprising!

Diablo III is out. Diablo III is out! DIABLO III IS OUT!!!

Check out http://www.blizzard.com/diablo3/ for all the good stuff!*jumpjumpjump*

Seriously…some people have no imagination.

You put a guy away on charges of sodomy, give him a black eye and starve him to death - not just any guy, but the one primed for leadership and political power. Already that’s an iffy situation, not to mention there was not much concrete evidence that the freaking thing actually happened.

After so many years, even after his "punishment", he is still held in respect and high regard by many. In fact, he rose to power again in recent years. And again, today, some person accuses him of doing the same thing. Just as he stands ready to fight for power against the ruling party…

WHATS WRONG WITH YOU? You seriously underestimate your opponent and the populace by large. Charged on the same offences again, in the same political atmosphere. If you really wanna bring him down, you dont use the same freakin method. It just SMELLS of conspiracy.

GRRR. Political underhandness deserves no applause, especially when it is so clumsily and blatantly excuted. *twitch*

Hehe, taking the chance to blog while being at shoot. Nothing much to do..so decided to sit and catch up on a little blogging. Like I was saying, its damm shiok to finally have some alone time…taking in a lychee sage freeze and some good ol velvet cake. Goody!

I had a friend tell me once that its sucky to be alone. Not like lonely alone but just being alone. She would be very embarassed and eat with her head down into her food, or talk to that imaginary someone on her cell…I never really understood the need for that.

Ive always thought that being alone is one of the best things ever. It’s nothing sad or embarassing at all. Having the time to do things at my own pace makes the world a little less crazy. And besides, who wouldnt appreciate a little sugar and spice? *blissful sigh*

Especially when its just you and your dessert…its totally ok to not have someone else around sharing it! Muahahha!

PS: Caught myself on the wall of the new Bakerzin site in Suntec. Quite exciting actually *grin*

Have come to realise one thing. When you stop comparing yourself to others or try to live up to an ideal, you become more stable…because who you are is not defined by how and whether you match up (or not).

*nod head*

A rare moment of lucidity. Wa.

Im sick…almost. On the verge of a full blown, nose blocking, body shuddering flu. Sheesh. Short and Sweet Week 2 is Sufficiently Satisfying (wow, notice the alliteration) and as much as I’m hoping to get into the Gala..I’m about ready to die of exhaustion. *coughcoughsneeze*

If you didnt already know, I’ve been casted in a small role for To Kill a Mockingbird…Chris Jacobs is really cool director and I’m learning sooo much! Not to mention all that Biomechanics and yaddayadda is giving me helluva biceps. Sweet! *grin* Thanks to the Big Guy…I’m actually doing something that is helping me develop the things I lack(and get some allowance ha.)

And I’m The Rainbow Fish! (At least I think my head is) So totally need to catch up on voice lessons before I shame myself again. Anyway…Point of this entire thing? I like my life!! Even when its tiring and irritating and totally swamping me over.I guess I kinda  need this before settling down to wedding business….

Guess its all about looking ahead and knowing that something wonderful will waiting for me

Sitting here on a Saturday night after a particularly satisfying night of performances. I LOVE SHORT AND SWEET! I get to work with so many people…and get to do the coolest character in my books yet! She’s funny, totally deadpanned and utterly cute! If you guys still can, try to catch Sunday’s performance - I’m in the last play "Sleepless Night" . Its the best play ever (which is why its not up for voting) and its just amazing how 3 years of longing,hating and loving can be squeezed in ten minutes..Kudos to the script writer for a freakin good script!

ALSO!! My poor brother is now officially an NS recruit…its really funny because my mom thinks that he is "going to jail". Its as though her world has come to an end just cos he got his head shaven. Sorry bro, couldnt be there to see you go get tortured *gulp* (Maybe I shouldnt have said that. If my mom saw this, she’ll bawl. Again.)  Oh well, at least I know he will come out looking totally hunky and girls will be falling left, right and centre. Muahahha. Hang in there, bro!!!

ANNOUNCEMENT: I AM IN I THEATRE’S RAINBOW FISH! (Dunno which character yet, but hell its going to be a new experience with new director and cast! Sweet!) FUNFUNFUN!

Thats my backside on the right; really tells you alot bout my character huh *grin* (I would circle it but I dont have much of a butt to begin with.)